Dancing for God
A plethora and a brust of emotions
A TSUNAMI of experiences and lessons
in one moment of time
Tears of joy, laughter and bliss
I have been waiting for some time now but God's time was the right time. God covered me and broke barriers and went out before me so i could follow.
when i perform i am not shy i actually like it but there was something else that i was waiting for spiritually. For many years I stop dancing freely to any thing because my jealousy for God became stronger or i could say his jealousy for me. I knew nothing was wrong with worship but i had another journey to travel before i would find God's people dancing.
walking boldly but respectfully I joined the circle of dancers; a spiritual woman held my hand and guided me out in the dance. I held her hand securely in sisterly love as to being glad i had company in something i was doing new. not scared but cautiously excited I began to dance as I watched my new fellow partners. We were all in it together a mission to be executed. Lessons and thoughts flowed through my mind in one moment of time. Trusting each other, respecting one another, uniting with one another to operate as a body, expressing our love to the Lord as a body. (Tears would have poured out because I have waited a long time to be among lovers of God). I was willing before God being humble learning to take risks and continued on even when making a mistake. I accidentally brushed up next to a child, I thought I hit her, my heart went out to her. The child probably just tolerated me but she seemed unharmed .
I thought of sitting down but this was the time to dance so I pushed aside the embarrassment and the worrying about the child. Wow what a trip. I was then accompanied by a loving lady who had experience and precision . The woman told me when to turn and encouraged me on the way. I gained confidence as we danced getting better at each turn. It was a beautiful dance and I did fly away as the song's words would state "I fly away" .
something more was special about that song. I did not choose that song to dance to but God did. That song seemed to be highlighted in service and mentioned in the special study portion.
I have to do this again sometime. Thank to all those who encouraged me on the way.
Walking out on faith. There is only one clear direction to rely on God and him alone. Knowing that all good things are given from above from a loving father who will be faithful and who is faithful.